January 2012
1 post
Everything Was Beautiful And Nothing Hurt
“Here we are, trapped in the amber of the moment. There is no why.” “We are what we imagined ourselves to be.” - Kurt Vonnegut Jr Stills taken from ‘28 Hotel Rooms’ (2012) 
Jan 28th
December 2011
2 posts
Can I take it to a morning
When the fields are painted with gold, the trees will be filled with memories. Happy new year, 2012.
Dec 30th
Christmastide
A lonely, quiet christmas. I’ll wear your heart, on my sleeve tonight.
Dec 25th
November 2011
1 post
1 tag
Disentangle.
(digital, 2009) Wait, they don’t love you like I love you. 
Nov 21st
October 2011
1 post
A warning sign
Vicky Cristina Barcelona, Up In The Air, Never Let Me Go, Broken Flowers - a rendition of all the films I’ve come to love.
Oct 25th
September 2011
3 posts
“A little too much to bear. A little too much to bear, It trickles down, and...”
– pretty persuasion sets into dust.
Sep 27th
Every tear is a waterfall.
(amsterdam/london/film/2010) This could be paradise. 
Sep 23rd
Wander
Sep 11th
August 2011
4 posts
We all complete.
It had never occurred to me that our lives, which had been so closely interwoven, could unravel with such speed. If I’d known, maybe I’d have kept tighter hold of them and not let unseen tides pull us apart.  You’re always in a rush, or else you’re too exhausted to have a proper conversation. Soon enough, the long hours, the traveling, the broken sleep have all...
Aug 28th
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I am nothing without pretend
(camden town/london, 2010. film)(westminster/london, 2010. film) (vueling/en route to london, 2010. digital) but I still stand in awe of superficial things in the end, you’re just civilian.
Aug 23rd
1 tag
our hearts are like a herd.
(Barendrech, Rotterdam/2010/film) (Barendrech, Rotterdam/2010/digital) (Shanghai, China/2011/film) (Angel, London/2010/digital)  and everything did oxidate in place. i loved you in the best way possible did you see the light my heart?                                                     
Aug 19th
1 tag
Chimney falls and lovers blaze
Thought that I was young, Now I’ve freezing hands and bloodless vine. As numb as I’ve become, I’m so tired. So I wish I was the moon tonight.  (digital 2011, summer in hongkong & macau.)
Aug 3rd
July 2011
2 posts
Echoes
(Rotterdam, Barendrecht/2010) Film Before the dawn heals us…
Jul 19th
1 tag
It all leads to this
London, 2010. (film) You’re gonna leave her, You have deceived her.   Just a girl, a blood red pearl.  Don’t know what this is, but it all leads to this.
Jul 7th
June 2011
3 posts
She's Not There.
(Rotterdam & London, 2010/ Film) Somethings in life are best stagnant, like a picture. A relationship never gone sour, a memory, captured. The moment, never forgotten. His warm hands, her sarcasm. They never ever have to fade.
Jun 29th
the virgin suicides
Rotterdam, Barendrecht (Summer 2010, Digital) The sweet field of daisies, fresh air and the dewy texture on my feet. As I laid them there and there, I looked across the serene pond filled with rhythmic sprinkles. The moisture soaked in,  and I felt as if I was sinking deeper into the supple soil. For a moment, I never wanted to return.  I still wish I hadn’t. 
Jun 19th
Star crossed lovers, monogamous swans. We are not...
Screen-caps (credits) courtesy of Up In The Air (2009).
Jun 12th
May 2011
3 posts
“I would be pastel and survive on eclectic dreams. Strange things will happen....”
May 23rd
I'll sing it one last time for you
then I really have to go. 
May 20th
1 tag
Iris.
I was at Schiphol. And all I can taste, was that moment.  Sooner or later, it’ll be over.  Summer, 2010. 
May 2nd
April 2011
2 posts
But gravity always wins
this is for you, puny.t (1987-2011)
Apr 26th
the virgin, vivid and beautiful today.
(La Belle Personne/2008)
Apr 2nd
March 2011
2 posts
this is me, trying.
Mar 18th
That you said you didn't want to fade
Closer (2006) / Millennium Mambo (2000) So one last touch and then you’ll go.
Mar 5th
February 2011
3 posts
these days,
Feb 22nd
once
for once, i;d like to be believe that there’s a chance,
Feb 20th
I have nothing to wear
Feb 11th
January 2011
1 post
1 tag
europa
she acts like summer and walk like rain.  terrible love  a new york, in rotterdam
Jan 22nd
December 2010
1 post
Dec 13th
November 2010
1 post
Nov 8th
July 2010
4 posts
Jul 29th
“(101.) The moon, on the contrary, is said to be a feminine and delicate planet,...”
– Pliny the Elder
Jul 25th
Jul 24th
Jul 20th
May 2010
4 posts
1 tag
"An Icon for a day" - Project.
May 27th
2 tags
formulas to try.
May 27th
我不在家里, 就在雨里. 不在雨里, 就在往雨中的路上…
May 2nd
3 tags
Species of Spaces and Other Pieces
I think of you often sometimes I go back into a cafe, I sit near the door, I order a coffee, I arrange my packet of cigarettes, a box of matches, a writing pad, my felt-pen on the fake marble table I spend a long time stirring my cup of coffee, I drink it allowing the sugar to melt in my mouth, like the people of the North, like the Russians and poles when they drink tea.  - Georges...
May 2nd
April 2010
2 posts
“I think of you in colours that don’t exist.”
–                x
Apr 21st
2 tags
just like honey.
Listen to the girl As she takes on half the world Moving up and so alive In her honey dripping beehive Beehive It’s good, so good, it’s so good So good. Just like honey - The Jesus and Mary Chain
Apr 6th
March 2010
6 posts
3 tags
さくらん.
Cherry Blossom Girl. Experiencing the ‘cherry blossom falling’ moment, right at the very place where I live. Some petals were as white as lace silk and bone china; others, hinted with hues of fluorescent warm pinks.  In Singapore, you never thought you’d get to a chance to an occurrence of spring, where the flowers bloomed, in spirit with air so crisp and clear that  your...
Mar 30th
2 tags
Listen[ To: 2046; ] “there is something in...
Mar 23rd
3 tags
2046
“Memories are made up of tears,” “Everyone who goes to 2046 has the same intention, they want to recapture lost memories. Because in 2046 nothing ever changes. But, nobody knows if that is true or not because no-one has ever come back.” “Love is all a matter of timing.” “When the Peony blooms, she stands tall. Does she mean no or yes? “ ...
Mar 18th
2 tags
Mar 11th
2 tags
My diving bell becomes less oppressive, and my...
My imagination, my memory.
Mar 7th
4 tags
moonstruck.
once, because my matter of penchant carries a heavy weight. a heavy weight of my dandelion heart thinking about you, enthralled and moonstruck. pined for, was the branches of solicitude breathe & rhythm. the sun square and its intoxicant ran; absurd-like, with diminishing providence. faith lingers, as I hold on. never letting go. never letting go of our happenstance.
Mar 3rd
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February 2010
1 post
2 tags
tv culture by albert exergian.
My favourites would be the True Blood and Nip Tuck ones. Because I’m hooked on both shows. via coutequecoute
Feb 6th
January 2010
3 posts
4 tags
Untitled: by bittennude.
Here is (one of the) cover-page I did briefly, with the vintage typewriter i found at home. It is for a book that I am currently writing about. Mainly my poetry stuff. Or just passages I made up. I’m still thinking if this should be my cover-page. I plan to find and hand-print a transparency over this cover, for a see-through effect. This is one of those days where I don’t feel like doing any...
Jan 31st
2 tags
A dream of me dream of you.
Float (2009) Film Colour Because a dream, like a twilight zone, is a place where our subconscious minds play gods for a moment; marrying destiny and fate, creating a combustion of fantastical thoughts, scenarios, even worlds. Dreams; they incorporate magic and mystery, excitement and suspense. At the same time igniting the love that was buried deep down of us, embalming images of...
Jan 14th
6 tags
Jan 11th